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Thursday, April 1st, 2010
5:45 pm
::shifty eyes::

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Thursday, September 24th, 2009
12:23 am - ...
I want a monkey. That is all.

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Tuesday, September 22nd, 2009
11:29 pm - Hello Fatty my old friend...
Well it took long enough but I think I'm finally beginning to crawl up out of my funk. Fixing things with a friend was definitely key, but also burying myself in work and not allowing myself artistic downtime to think about the things that had been bumming me out. And I found that even though I am forcing myself to create its making me realize why I always loved making art in the first place. Its good to be back. And now back to painting.

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11:24 pm - Friday December 11th...
...the Alvarez house is the place to be. Jess and I are throwing our annual Christmas Paaar-taaay...(I hate myself a little for just spelling it out like that...moving on.) So clear your schedules, and bring an empty gullet as you guys know how much food there always is. Also since the bring a present pick a present thing worked out so well last year I believe we'll be doing that again. And of course the stocking-o-strangeness shall be making its return so make sure to start hunting for that perfect oddity. Anyhoo Just wanted to give people a heads up now so people can get time off / out early in advance. I'll post more as soon as I know. Peace out sucks!

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Sunday, September 6th, 2009
6:23 am - ...

I'm hoping that one day I can feel like myself again.

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Monday, August 17th, 2009
12:09 am - Lawls


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Thursday, July 2nd, 2009
3:23 am - Random quote of the moment...
This statement had me cracking up for the last fifteen minutes;

"If we don't have an environment where will we do stuff!?...Think about it!"

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Saturday, June 13th, 2009
2:54 am

That is all.

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Monday, June 8th, 2009
5:27 pm - Simply gorgeous
This may be enough for me to buy a PS3.

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Friday, May 22nd, 2009
10:08 am - Its peanut butter jelly time!
Here's another character design for that thar web-comic thingie I was talking about in my last post.

Moo...Collapse )

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9:53 am - PEW PEW!
Here's another progression piece.

Don't do drugs kids...Collapse )

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Saturday, May 16th, 2009
1:29 am - Two in one night!
Ok so I figured I would post these tomorrow but since I'm not quite tired yet, and I hit a wall in the story I'm trying to write, I figured rather than sit here with a thumb up my bum I'd do something semi-productive and post these picks...with a thumb up my bum.

Yer brainz I wants to hasCollapse )

current mood: artistic

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1:08 am - Been awhile...
While it has been some time since I've posted any type of artwork, I have been up to my eye-meats in projects. Eventually I will have all of my Munny's up online for all to see (I know many of you have seen them already, but still I would like to get a gallery up here) I will also soon have an art blog up and running where I will be posted web-comicy type stuff as well as a bunch of my projects. I'm currently in the middle of writing a long overdue project with Josh and will hopefully have something to show for it in the coming months. I've also been spending some time on two rather important projects (at least to me, they're kind of close to the heart) and have been getting lost overall in my own imagination. Anyhoo rather than bore you with more blah blah blahing, I'll just show you some of what i've been doing;

stuff what for the lookingCollapse )

current mood: busy

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Tuesday, April 7th, 2009
9:51 pm - I'm in love!

The Mighty Boosh is now on adult swim and it is pure awesome dipped in lunacy!



current mood: amused

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Friday, March 27th, 2009
6:43 pm - R.I.P Collet (Melissa)
You will be missed.

current mood: sad

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Tuesday, March 10th, 2009
5:14 am - I done broke mah art bone!
I really hate it when I have a thousand ideas for projects and I can't seem to organize my thoughts enough to focus on any one of them, so I end up scribbling and doodling and basically doing none of the projects clawing at the insides of my skull to get out. It kinda feels like when you really, really have to sneeze and it won't come out. It hovers somewhere between annoying and maddening. Bah...I shall try again after sleep happens.

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Tuesday, February 24th, 2009
9:27 am - sigh
Well its official horror films have jumped the shark.


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Sunday, February 1st, 2009
11:31 pm - I don't wanna sound gay or anything, but Opera is KICK-ASS!
I recently purchased "Repo: The Genetic Opera" and all I have to say is that it is by far one of the best films I have seen in years. It feels like a cross between; Blade-runner and Rocky Horror Picture Show with a dash of Texas Chainsaw Massacre thrown in for good measure. And yes it is actually an Opera and not a musical. There are no dialog scenes, the entire story is sung. I won't ruin anything for those of you that want to see it, but just in case you don't know what the eff i'm talking about, here's the trailer;

current mood: bouncy

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6:01 am - '09 resolution #1 in full effect!
I came to the realization recently that 99% of the stress in my life is caused by the people I know and surround myself with. Not because of them directly, but rather an unfortunate quirk of mine. Ya see I have always been a problem solver, or at least I try to be. And the majority of the time when a problem is presented to me, whether its my problem or not, I begin to try and find the solution. Now when these are problems that directly effect me, this is a good quirk to have, but when said problem is laid on my by a friend, coworker, or family member, and I begin to try and solve it and begin to stress myself out about it when it has nothing to do with me, this is a bad thing. Now I know that most people who tell me their problems are simply venting and are not looking to me to fix their problems for them, or even looking for advice, but rather a friendly ear to hear them out. This I can continue to provide to everyone I know, that part of my life will probably never change. However as of late I have noticed more and more people laying their problems in my lap and getting mad at me when I cannot or will not deal with them for them. I don't know if people realize they are doing this to me, or its just simply how they attempt to solve their problems, but I refuse to deal with it anymore. I care about my friends and family, but I cannot be responsible for the lives of others and the problems they face. I will help when I can, but I will not take care of them problem for them, nor will I drop everything in my life just to make their life better. I'm done dealing with the stress of others, and if these people truly care for me as they claim too, then they will respect this and not place their woes in my lap and say "Fix it!"

I'll always be there for my friends and family, its just how I roll, and even if I wanted to be an utter bastard and say; "I'll never help anyone again!" I couldn't do it, and anyone that knows me well, knows thats true. But seriously I can no longer drop the things in my life to try and make someone else's life better, especially when I see those people repeatedly doing the things that make them upset, or outright refusing to do what they have to do to fix the situations for themselves. I just no longer have it in me to worry about everyone else's problems as well as my own.

So, in short; I will continue to help where and when I can, but I will no longer attempt to fix or solve the problems of others while they do nothing for themselves. I have too many of my own problems to spend my time worrying about what everyone else has going on. I'm not trying to be mean, I'm just trying to eliminate any and all unneeded stress from my life, especially since I have been in a perpetual state of stressed the fuck out for the last two months.  

I have a lot about myself that I want to change this year.

current mood: accomplished

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Sunday, December 7th, 2008
6:28 am - GET OFF MY LAWN!
Getting old sucks, I have new aches. Aches that were not there before, aches that I was not aware that I would get. I can deal with straight up pain. Ya know the; "Ow! what the fuck was that!?" Kind of stabbing pain thingie what happens for God only knows what reason (personally I think its inter-dimensional imps what pop out of worm-holes and stab our tender bits with invisible super knives. But thats just me.) But aches I hate. Its that dull throb that at first isn't that bad but after a few hours you're ready to gnaw the offending area off like a trapped coyote. I feel like a badly abused car thats in desperate need of a tune-up but just keeps getting checked out by the owner's good friend that "knows" cars. I'm afraid I may break down on the side of the road whislt flames spew from my insidey parts. I need to make some changes stat. 

current mood: sore

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